I just came from school. Yep. I know. It's Sunday today. But I'm a sunday catechist. It's hard actually. I have to wake up early to get there in time. I should be there at 6 a.m. but then, I arrived at 6.20. After that, i had my breakfast. Hehee. =)
I'm here at the Internet shop beside Kikako. I'm with Ate Mel, Charlyn and Louise. It's a nice time to update my blog. I have so many things to do pa. Hehe. Well, last night I tried to reflect. to reflect and rethink about couple of things. Like, with this particular guy (who's my classmate and close friend) that i'm so attached with. I think I'm starting to fall for him. And i don't like it. It hurts. I've experienced deep pain last night. I don't want to be JUST a friend. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should stop texting or being sweet with him. I wanna save myself from the pain. I don't wanna cry. It's the best thing I can do for now. Maybe when I begin to be cold with him and start ignoring him, maybe he'll know and feel and realize what i mean to him. Sometimes we need to make a certain gap to make people realize what we trully mean to them. It hurts. But i need to do this. Kung hindi. Hihilain ako nito pababa. Goodthing Megs' there to help me out. We're experiencing same thing, same pain. But ewan. I just need to do my own thing. Let it be.
I don't know when I can update my blog again. Alam niyo naman. Sobrang busy sa school. And I have so many problems.. and my solutions is here..

1. I don't know where to get money to buy my book in Economics. No.. We're not poor. Haha. I've used my money in other things. I didn't ever realized that. Pero, hihingi ako. Kelangan ung book e. Haha
2. I'm experiencing pain. As i've told you. But I'm getting over it.
3. I 'm not satisfied in my scores this past few days. But I'm going to reflect and I'm going to go back with my priorities.
4. Sommetimes I'm caught in between friends who are not in good terms. But I will not take sides. =) I'm just here to listen and give advice for the better. =)


Ohw.. Highschool life. Yes. It's drama. It's hard. But, It's fun. It's memorable. It's sweet. It's LIFE! =)

chAm-chUm

CHAM wrote at 6:19 PM

ghad. i've been in a rollercoaster ride these past few weeks. I'm so busy, tired and sometimes upset. Grabeh. I've been through emotional breakdown. I've been crying nonstop. I'm so pressured. So stressed. I don't know what to do. Problems are coming every now and then. Goodthing true friends are here with me. I don't know if i can get through all this if i'm alone. There are people who can't understand me. But i can't contol them. I'm just doing my thing so don't ruin my life. Hay. ghad. Highschool drama.

I've been busy this past few days. I'm always in school. There are lots of things to do. I just pray God will help me.

I would like to thank Meggy, Ekah, Katlen, Lorns, Issa, Yani, Margie, Pia and everyone who helped me get through this. I love you guys. =)

cHam_cHum

CHAM wrote at 12:11 AM

MEGGY..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY>>>


I know it's late. Haha/ I hope u like the necklace. =) Ou mas mahal mga binigay nung ibuh. But anyaway. I can give you my loyalty and lasting friendship... I love you.. Muah.. Thanks for bein' there girl.

LOVE

ROCKER CHIC CHAMMY =)

CHAM wrote at 1:56 AM

I haven't blog for some time now and there are a lot of things happening! =) I'm so confused. haha. My ghad. I think I'm acting weird this past few days. Haha. But wait. I'm really (must I say..) sad?... Because my friend Maria love adododo more than us. =( hm. Grabeh. Tampo ako.

Anyway. I'm so amazed with Mr.Greg Valdelomar.

He's intelligent! He's cool! And he damnn rocks!. =)

He's a no non-sense teacher. He makes everyone laugh! =) hahaha... Though sometimes I get so sleepy. But then, when Mr. Greg starts to act out. Oh damn!. I look like a crazy girl. I laugh so hard talaga!. Haha. Well. I'm really into the subject na. =) It's so interesting! =)

School days... Pressures in. Haha. =) But then I'm going to make most out of this! I'm studying hard.. (DAW!) Hehe. I want to graduate with honor. Naks. Haha. But i'll make sure that I'll make time for friends, family, fun and God!

Nga pala. Is there something wrong with wearing shorts?! Haha. This past few weeks. I'm making a signature na. Rocker Chic! =) and people do notice that. Haha. Well. I just wanna dress up ang have fun. =)

Motto: Finish everything you need to do about school first.
and
STUDY HARD.... PARTY HARDER!
PRIORITIZE!
TIME MANAGEMENT!


I'm going to be busy. =) But i Hope I can update this again soon. =)

CIAO....


CHAMMY

CHAM wrote at 1:31 AM

i haven't blog for a long time. it's school days. I'm busy..

CHAM wrote at 8:36 PM

i can't believe this. Is someone backstabbing me?! oh.. argh.. I don't know what's wrong. Hello?! PEOPLE CHANGE!. Excuse me. You don't have the right to call me names. Alam mo?! Hindi porket i have new friends, u'll say those stuff na. My ghad. Maliit kasi na bagay, pinapalaki pa. Dapat you understand me! This girl! Argh. What do you want me to do. Be the same old me, na hindi kaya gawin ang gusto niya. Hello?! I don't want to be stucked with few people lang. I hope she understand. Bahala na. I can't please everyone. bakit ganun?! I really can't understand. U know wat?! If you want to say something to me, tell me straight! I hate backstabbers! Argh..



FRUSTRATED..UPSET CHAM...

CHAM wrote at 9:39 PM

My.. haven't i told you yet?. About this guy. Hay, He's actually from my past. I know my close friends know all about this. I don't know if he's just playin' around or something. Men. I hate it. I'm not really sure about certain things. I'm not sure about him. He's SO CONFUSING! I dunno why i'm thinking about this. It's over. And I've made my decision already. NO! I don't want to have anything with him. I'm expecting that something will be back. But it's not the same anymore. Hell. But hey. I'm single. I'm free. Fret no more. =)

After that rollercoaster story.. I'm so loving myself. I want to start with a new life. Naks. =) Haha. I want to be focus. I want to be real. Just me. You know, IF THEY DON"T WANT THE REAL YOU, THEY DON"T DESERVE TO BE YOUR FRIEND RIGHT?. =) Think. =)


chammy

CHAM wrote at 8:51 PM

Yeah.. it's back to school time. Woah. I can't believe time would pass by really fast. Parang kelan lang, I was attending my Newton Review. And tom. will be a brand new school year for me again. My last and final year in Highschool. Grabeh. I really wanna make the most out of this year. I'm pretty sure that I will be busy. Ofcourse, entrance exams, activities. Hay. I'm excited but ofcourse a little bit sad. Mix emotions. Soon i will be leaving my school where I studied for 3 years. Since I was a sophie. Oh.. Highschool life. It played a really big role in what i've become. =')
Well. I know this final year as a senior will not be so easy. But well. For me? Will i say.. piece of cake?.. hahaha.. i dunno. But I'm sure I will enjoy and make most out of this year. =)

See yah.. =)

CHAM wrote at 8:32 PM