I just came from school. Yep. I know. It's Sunday today. But I'm a sunday catechist. It's hard actually. I have to wake up early to get there in time. I should be there at 6 a.m. but then, I arrived at 6.20. After that, i had my breakfast. Hehee. =)
I'm here at the Internet shop beside Kikako. I'm with Ate Mel, Charlyn and Louise. It's a nice time to update my blog. I have so many things to do pa. Hehe. Well, last night I tried to reflect. to reflect and rethink about couple of things. Like, with this particular guy (who's my classmate and close friend) that i'm so attached with. I think I'm starting to fall for him. And i don't like it. It hurts. I've experienced deep pain last night. I don't want to be JUST a friend. I don't know what to do. Maybe I should stop texting or being sweet with him. I wanna save myself from the pain. I don't wanna cry. It's the best thing I can do for now. Maybe when I begin to be cold with him and start ignoring him, maybe he'll know and feel and realize what i mean to him. Sometimes we need to make a certain gap to make people realize what we trully mean to them. It hurts. But i need to do this. Kung hindi. Hihilain ako nito pababa. Goodthing Megs' there to help me out. We're experiencing same thing, same pain. But ewan. I just need to do my own thing. Let it be.
I don't know when I can update my blog again. Alam niyo naman. Sobrang busy sa school. And I have so many problems.. and my solutions is here..
1. I don't know where to get money to buy my book in Economics. No.. We're not poor. Haha. I've used my money in other things. I didn't ever realized that. Pero, hihingi ako. Kelangan ung book e. Haha
2. I'm experiencing pain. As i've told you. But I'm getting over it.
3. I 'm not satisfied in my scores this past few days. But I'm going to reflect and I'm going to go back with my priorities.
4. Sommetimes I'm caught in between friends who are not in good terms. But I will not take sides. =) I'm just here to listen and give advice for the better. =)
Ohw.. Highschool life. Yes. It's drama. It's hard. But, It's fun. It's memorable. It's sweet. It's LIFE! =)
chAm-chUm
